today i had an epiphany...

fuck this. i can't hide forever. why do i even try to pretend? how will people ever know who i truly am if I hide like this?

i need to open up before the concrete fills my head in completely.

and then there's no going back.

i'm growing old too fast, it sickens me.

i guess that's why art exists.

thank you art, thank you for speaking up for me when i could not.